With Your Love 2013

Dedicated to the greatest person I have ever known. I love you forever Jozef Bubák.

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The night fell down,

nothing here, nothing there,

absolutly broken I am,

what should do I now?

I have lost Father,

I have lost friend,

teacher, soulmate, myself now.

Devastated staring into haunting dark,

drawing as you taught me,

Pavarotti yours, singing here.

The night is now,

she fell down,

covering world,

all I have.

Broken drawing now,

cursing  tears falling down.

Blind, deaf and dumb I am,

no doors I see.

The night is here now,

she fell down,

covered world,

All I had.

Broken drawing,

as you taught me,

cursing tears,

Caruso.

The night  is here now,

In my world,

breathing slow,

getting cold.

I prey you are fine now,

no suffering, no pain,

your heart inside mine forever glows,

trussed with huge chain.

I cherrish you waited for me,

I cherrish you came in dream,

smilling, coming  down the stairs...

I cherrish you,

in next life... will you know me?

Would we be together once again?

Smiling, laughing, immortal...

Why so much I feel, so much pain?

If I know I loved you and and you did so.

My mother, herself, told you were

more than parent for me.

I cry in dark now without you…

You only knew my secrets, my soul…

How could you, why did you?

Why now?

Did you have to?

Did they call you?

The falling star at the beginning there was.

Then we met, it began…

Now you fell up, just like star,

leaving us here with all your love.

You knew me more than I,

you knew me more than my parents did.

Always you listened to me,

Whatever I said.

How lucky I was, how lucky I am.

Did I deserve it? Would I know?

The falling star at the beginning there was,

Then we met, trees went sleep…

Now you fell up, just like star,

Leaving us here with all your love.

The night is here now,

She fell down.

No star shinning,

Neither to fall.

Covered world,

all I have,

blind, dumb, deaf,

silence grisly,

grinning Death.

Broken drawing,

as you taught me,

cursing Death, cursing tears,

all angels help me!

Cause I am down,

lower than sea.

But first save him...

I love you forever,

I keep you forever,

with your love,

only so we can make it,

so be with us,

although you decided to go.

I will meet you, I will see you,

just wait for me there.

Oh, my teacher, my Father great,

did you really have to go?

Are you fine there?

Give me sign,

so I can sleep peacefully

here and now.

You taught me to love.

To be, here in this world.

You gave a meaning to my life,

however small I was,

you breathed me life.

My mother herself told:

„He knew you more than I do, so father yours,“

I would steal all the gold,

just to sit with you,

drinking coffee in the kitchen,

as we used to,

countless times.

You showed me light,

shining in ourselves,

I lost now my sight,

lost all in what I believed in.

Do you see me, here and now?

Tell me something, please.

You are here now like a glow,

shining star,

waiting again to fall.

There must be a Heaven,

if you went there now.

On my window died a raven,

silent, mute,

never more.

The falling star at the beggining there was.

Then we met,

I took first my breath.

Now you fell up just like star,

leaving us here with all your love.

You are now like a glow.

There must be a Heaven,

if you went there now,

shining star,

waiting...

to fall again.

I hope you are safe now,

smiling there. 
Devastated, broken I am
but willing our work on to take.